Queer...I don't have a post that starts with "Q"

I like how there's only one person who reads my blog.

But it's rant time. 

Back only two weeks and already the ugly guy in our ward has asked me to a social gathering on New Year's Eve.  None of the guys in our ward here are cute, but this guy is the ugliest and stupidest of 'em all. Same as in MO, also. Fat, ugly, pimply, greasy guy stalked me. Why is it I who attracts the stupid ones? Why can't Aurora have the ugly ones like her? Does this mean that I am ugly and fat and stupid also? Because if you use the reason that "maybe they did like Aurora also but were too scared to approach her" then that means that she was more intimidating than me which means that she was prettier than me which means that I'm ugly, because the ugly girls are always approachable. Someone explain this to me. 

Other than that, today it was freezing again. We got a "light dusting" of snow last night, and it was windy. I went on a walk anyways though. And I stayed after church and played piano for an hour. I've been waiting for two weeks. TOO LONG!! You just can't substitute the sound of a real piano, nor can you substitute playing a real piano, with a keyboard. And one hour was too short. I wish we had one at home; I'd be on it all the time. I need lessons.

I want to go back to college; it's just too crazy here. Too boring. I'm gonna need to get real inventive. I'll write a book: 1001 Ways to Entertain Yourself When You Have No Money and No Friends and No Place to Go. It'll be an instant hit and then I'll have money. 

So I'm gonna die in a couple of weeks. It's cool though; I'm sure there'll be stuff to do Over There.

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