Lonely lonely that is you Paper paper obsolete How will you reach out to me I thought you'd ask me not to leave Lonely lonely that is me

I love my family I love my family I love my family I love my family and these whole three days of craziness were SO worth it!! 

"Grumble grumble don't wanna leave grumble grumble."

But I knew that as soon as I saw them I'd be so happy I was back. And I AM!! I smiled as soon as I saw them, and cried :D I'm so lame. I knew that would happen. All went well; I didn't die from a plane-crash leg-breaking pneumonia accident. But that would have made a great tragic story. I know something bad's gotta happen soon though; life's just been too great. I'm due for something horrible.

Came home, sister was a poop, but the rest of the family's awesome, and nothing can ruin my good mood. At least for a week. I have so much planned: play in the snow, go shopping, get a job, go places with the sibs, help my mum (whom I love LOVE LOVE LOVE love!! She cares about me SO much!!!!!!!!! Sorry, but she IS the BEST mom in the entire world, and my best friend, and I love her and wish that the whole world would appreciate her. She deserves so much more than my sibs give her. And so when it's not 11:54 pm (EST, though; I've got jet lag) I'm gonna take pictures of everything she's done to make our house beautiful and post it on FB and MAKE people appreciate her and her amazingness.)

I finally got to read Damion's letter and write him (I'm writing a missionary! It's so exciting. "Elder Howard". Connections are awesome. And so is Facebook)

I missed the cats 

Thaden doesn't really remember me

Aurora's too wrapped up in herself. 16-year-olds.

Giselle's cool

Jothan's cool. He showed me his tuba-playing, and let me try. It's awesome! Hot Cross Buns all the way!! Haha!!

On my second flight, I just sat there and thought. I had a MAJOR epiphany. I realised things about myself that I'd never even considered before. It was pure logic. Cold and unfeeling. It helped me to think clearly. But logic untempered with emotion can be dangerous. And it's not good to act on ideas that spring from pure logic. At least, not for me. But that shot of ice is good once in a while. It usually comes when I don't want it, but when I am in need of it. Anyways, I'm just gonna see what happens. 

Wow. Maybe I do need sleep. My mood just switched from good to bad. What the heck. I thought the logic helped. I wish emotions could be shot, stabbed, buried, and left to rot. I really do not need them. I guess depressing music don't help much either. Harrumph. I feel like reading. Shall, then. I love my family. I can't wait 'til Christmas. I haven't looked forward to Christmas for a while. 

I hope tomorrow's good! I love my mom! I love the cats! I am so stoked to be home! My arm's falling asleep! I finally changed my clothes that I'd been wearing since Friday! Okay. My hand is sparking.

I'm talking to a friend on FB. "E", for those who read my blog. She's so amazing. She makes me feel like I'm the greatest person in the world. But she's the one who's the greatest. I love making her happy. 

My mom's awesome. I love her, and have missed her. She really is my best friend.

Done.