We're not living dead At least not quite yet Please I'll be gentle it's just a rental Your voice is void

I almost died tonight. My ears are still bleeding. Purge me purge me of those disgusting sounds. Give me Chopin. 

But besides that. I don't mind putting up with stuff as long as the people aren't spoiled brats. I can't deal with spoiled brats. If my children are spoiled, they'll have their esophagus ripped from their body, then boiled; and their stomach will be pierced with a lance; and then I'll chop their heads in half with a butcher knife. And then I'll move to Mexico.

But besides THAT. I played piano from 5:30-10, straight. I looked at the clock once after I started playing, and it said 6pm, and then later I looked again and it said 9c

Oh, and there was this RS activity this morning in which I baked a MUFFIN AMAZING dish:

http://www.bbonline.com/recipe/buttonwood_nh_recipe1.html

OH MY HOLY MUFFIN. MAKE IT. MAKE IT NOW. Then cut out a piece and before even tasting it, give the entire pan of the stuff away. Then you can eat that piece that you took. HOLY MUFFIN. 

I modified it somewhat, of course. But it'd be AMAZING as it is. I just did stuff to increase the topping: at first, I made it how it said to make it, but I had half a bag of pecans  left, so I just added a Tbsp of butter (all we had left) and then the rest of the cream I had, and a buttload of brown sugar, and some more corn syrup. I cooked it on med-low heat, and inadvertently made caramel. Cool, eh?

The end result tasted like custard/flan, so if you don't like that, then don't make this.

Or make it, give it away, and wait for the inevitable marriage proposal.

TWENTY-FOUR DAYS TOMORROW!!!! And after tomorrow's over, I only have THREE MORE SUNDAYS!!!! I want to go HOME!!!! (isn't it ironic how I wanted to leave college so badly, and now I just want to get the heck out of this cursed state and back to home? Grass is greener....in Rexburg. When it's not snowing. But even then the grass is green, because it's mormon grass, and mormon grass can't be anything but green. Hey-o!)

Twenty-four days....LOOOVEEEEE

I can't wait to spend my days at the Snow. I can't wait to learn. I can't wait to see all my friends again. I can't wait to have my independence. I can't wait to buy my own stuff. I can't wait to be free................................free!!!!!!!!!!

I wish I were past the note-reading so I could work on the dynamics. I know I've improved, and I can still see myself improving, but I'm so impatient...I just want to be good NOW.

I practised scales today for 30 minutes. I don't normally practise scales precisely because  it takes so long. I didn't get through all of them. But the ones that I did do, I did a lot of times. And they're 2 octaves. Blah. But I don't see why everyone hates them so much (because apparently everyone does); they're not that bad- they're actually kind of fun, and they sound cool. And they're dead useful. I can tell that they've helped me. It's so cool, 'cuz sometimes my hands do the fingerings on their own. I love piano so much, and I love being able to tell that I'm getting better, and I'm SO SO SO thankful to Heavenly Father for helping me learn, and for giving me patience and perseverance. I really hope that some day I'm good enough to play hymns or the children's songs so that I can give back to Him, even if it is a miniscule amount. Geez...I could talk about piano for hours.

Have you ever noticed how everyone seems more agitated on Saturday night? It's because that Sunday awesomeness is nearly worn out and you need a refill.

Don't bring someone to a church activity unless you are going to be a good example. Otherwise, you're stupid. 'Nuff said.

Now it's 12 am, and I need to shower and choose my clothes and go buy some milk for mum who is writing a talk and has to do her nails and choose her clothes and do her lesson and stuff. GAH! 

Life, here I come!

(I'm cold)