Update:

Got on FastGrad.

Went to a presentation given by a stats professor at BYU-Provo. He talked about what he did with stats and the stats graduate program at BYU-Provo. It got me thinking. And now my goal has switched from Med school to grad school, getting a masters or PhD in stats. I haven't decided. But I talked to my stats teacher, and the dissertation of which I was so terrified isn't so terrifying anymore. I would really like to go to grad school, and do something in Biostats. That would be awesome.

SO now I'm deciding how much I love biology versus how much I love math. Because I'm really not sure anymore. We'll see how calculus goes. My stats teacher said I should consider switching my major to math, and my minor to biology. I'm considering, but very seriously. 

I also need to decide if that's really, really what I want to aim for. It would be awesome. It would be fun. It would be dreadfully hard. Would the happiness I get from it be enough to cancel out the hard work? I need to decide.

I'm not going to take O-chem. I've decided that I don't absolutely love chemistry. I enjoy it. 

And class sign-up is on the 11th. 

I'm so stoked to be on FastGrad.

Future

New goals:

1. Get on FastGrad

2. Work my rear off

3. Get awesome grades

4. Get a scholarship

5. Go to Med school

I have a definite future. It's awesome.

And I give up on boys. 

It's inside my head

In the most recent news: 

Life is still good. Let it stay that way, please. Life is really good. Life should not be this good. It really shouldn't. I'm starting to get kinda worried.

Whispering secrets in a car under the shower of a sprinkler

Sister P. : My camera is broken, and I won't get around to buying one until after he leaves for summer break, so pictures will have to wait 'til September. 

Kat: This is the guy I told you about. It maketh me happy.

Details: I'm terrible at telling stories. But I know that I like him, and I know that he likes me, and that's the important thing.

But anyways. Monday, I leave for Utah. Meet the fam there, then on to CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man, I'm so stok-ed. 

I'm going to buy another camera and take extra good care of it. It must needs be expedient that I buy a camera so that I mayest more fully take photos of life. I hate not being able to document anything, especialmente right now.

I love my life right now. It'll have to go downhill sometime, I know it, but right now, I'm happy.

The newest news.

Hey guess what.

I have a boyfriend.

My mouth still feels weird saying that.

Let's Protest Homework

I think that homework gets in the way of life way too often. I think we should all protest homework. 

I also think that piano is awesome. 

I also think that there should be more to do in Rexburg. But what was done was fun.

I need to do homework but I cain't focus no more. PROTEST!!

But it's halfway done. Just need to do it. Nike. Just do it. DO IT. I don't want to. I want to......

That's what I want to be doing right now. But it's okay, because later.

Later.

Do homework. Now.

Here's how it goes

Lost my chem book, lost a $100 bill (my food money for the rest of the semester-I was so stoked about having money to roll-over for the next semester...suppose not). Had an awesome weekend. Understatement, of course. Four days of life with the guy I like. Not a bad way to spend my free time. Not a bad way at all. Gotta love them Fourth of July barbecues, tambien. Went to his friend's family's BBQ in IF. Had an awesome day away from Rexburg. Enjoyed them fireworks. For sure. Oh, if only you could have been there. And when he plays piano (yes, he plays piano) it's like..............yeah. Yeah.

But life. 

'Tis life.

And movies. Those are fun too. Small couches rule.

But don't worry. I'm always home by curfew.

Life. 

Can you hear me smile?